Is it sad to say that no matter how hard I try, deep down, I am still ridiculously depressed. Is there a way out of this? Clearly, there is no one can make me truly happy. Perhaps my little sister. Even my grandma. But that's it. Maybe a college bud or two as well. It's just hard. Maybe I need a time away from everyone. Time to understand myself and where I belong in this world. I think I just need to go with the flow. I shouldn't care for nobody and have no expectations.
