Monday, February 28, 2011

Fucking Crazy

This weekend was really effing crazy.

I finally have time to breathe and relax. With that, I've been eating left overs and downloading more music. It's nice to have somewhat of a free day tomorrow so I am going to make up for all the work I was suppposed to do this weekend for this Monday.

Wish me luck.

I don't know why, but I always get depressed over stupid things that don't even affect me, but other people. I get depressed about other people's problems and because I've witnessed it so much, I am starting to feel the pain. It has been said that misery loves company and indeed that bastard does.

I can't wait until Spring Break. Jeeze. I just need to start feeling happy again. I hate seeing sadness enveloping my room.

I need to also stop feeling so anxious. I'm nervous, yet I am starting to look on the bright side, if I get "rejected" for the second year in a row. I doubt it, but who knows. Shit happens.


"Grow up; become an adult. But don’t ever become a grown-up."

^^J.M. Barrie


If only I wasn't hit with being an adult so early. I had to grow up so fast. I need to let loose and scream in my pillow before I sleep. Maybe I'll feel better.