I'm really excited. I'm not sure what to expect so I suppose I'm just gonna wing the whole thing and try to do the things I enjoy as opposed to try to impress everyone. That's not how life's supposed to work. I'm also going to relax, stop always being in such motion and breathe in what's happening. I plan on embracing the moments college, well life has to offer me and take it all in. High school seemed so fast, it was like a blur going into the dimmed reality. The only problem is... I have a shit load of interests that I want to partake in them all, but I have to know where my limits go and how I could try to help that without overwhelming myself.
I really hope to get my licensee soon. Like getting my permit, I pretty much had to wait forever since my mom was too involved with herself. Everything pretty much evolved around her and what she wanted to do. I even ask her if I could practice on her car, but she says that I need a professional's help. Excuse me, but it's not my problem that I drive sucky. Perhaps you should alter your teachings instead of screaming at my ear 24/7 like your normally do at the house.
She plans on going to New York on Monday. Perhaps I could tag along considering but then again, I kind of want to be away from her and make my summer as blissful as possible. Ha
Jeez today is the last day of the Greek Festival. Last year was my first time going there and it was actually pretty interesting. I should try and go there again and get some delicious greek food!
Things to do after I wake up:
- Clean Room
- Give away clothes
- Recycle many of the papers I don't need
- Give away the many books I hardly read... or at least put it somewhere not in my room.
- Go to the Greek Festival
- Figure out what I really want to do with the money I got from my grandparents!
Last, I've realized to love this one person no matter how much I disagree with him. And I should accept his avid game playing antics because no matter what, he loves me for who I am. And I should do the same. I mean, the avid game playing doesn't really bother me a whole lot, but it still makes me afraid. I suppose I need to work on my trust issues. First relationship, common now. Of course I'm going to act like an amateur. Isn't that what's life about? Learning from past experiences?
Though with the rate I'm going, I don't think we'll have much more experience with other people.