Ever since I was younger, I tried finding the good in people. But now, it seems as if I can't. Maybe it's because this society already sucks and corrupted by the "perfect" media, I just want to run away.
I don't want to run away from home - not like that. I want to run away from all this madness. I wish I lived in a society where looks don't matter one bit, etc. I don't feel like typing what I want in a society because I'm lazy and don't really care anymore.
Though, you may think I'm needy. But in all honesty of I'm not. I am just sick of it now.
It's not my fault you're too fucked up in the head for me to look for the good in you anymore. You've done me so much goodness (lol), yet so much shit, it's amazing in the worst way.
Just reading the texts you sent me about love has already given me a deep ache in my chest because it seems as if I'm stuck with you. I try to find more good in you, but all your shit has canceled them out.
Think about it. Think before you act.
Asshole.
