I wrote this on March 12th around 3 am.
Yesterday, I walked about four or so miles to get to my house. Though, I don't really recommend walking with six-dollar ballet flats on, just walking in general is pretty exhilarating. I never knew how many random items I'd come across - some cheerios here and there, multiple streams, road kill (not in my favor), and a motley of beer cans and bottles.
I suppose at this point and time, I came to another realization and it's to not trust anyone. I know, sounds a bit depressing, but it seems that everyone I say is taken out of context and turned into some vile language. There are some people, however, I can trust so deeply, it kind of scares me. And even so, to my disbelief, I say lots of things that are just too true and say it to the wrong people. It's one of those "in-the-moment" sort of things.
I'm trying not to make a big deal out of this though some people are but I stand by what I've said - and if it's been taken out of context and offended anybody, it's not my fault. All I can say is, "I'm sorry, but it's not my fault my words have been misinterpreted by you." Everything, as it seems, has been exaggerated to the 9th degree.
It's funny how so many people vent to me; tell me their deepest secrets, their so-called-embarrassing stories, and what not. How they would just "expose" themselves to me - and all I would do is just listen. If they were looking for advice, sure, I'll try to help them as best as I can. Though, I don't believe my advice would be grade A, Oprah Winfrey material. With this recent snafus that has unfortunately succumbed to me, it's hard to find that person whom I could just vent to, because quite honestly, it's even hard for me to think of lucrative ways to help myself.
I usually just end up hurting myself even more.
Pathetic, isn't it?
2 minutes later -
After pondering, I can only think of three people whom I could trust so dearly. Maybe there's more out there or maybe I'm just being delusional. Who knows? Maybe this entry will be misinterpreted the wrong way! Sometimes, I can be hard to understand, but jeeze, let me just talk and explain.
