Clearly, it has been a while. My life is too fast and I don't remember a time where I said, "I'm bored." Quite frankly, I do not complain about boredom because it just never happens in my college life. I like it though. I look back at my high school years and I remember I was just so dependent that I kept on asking for rides from my mom and others. Now, I don't even have to worry about that. I absolutely adore it. I really do. It's great not to worry if I can get a ride there on a time. I just have to worry about the bus - but that's a whole different story. Oh Moravian shuttles.
Don't worry. Even my term ends, I am still going to be active in meeting with the administration. I don't need a title to help the student body. That's not just who I am.
I can't believe I graduate though. Like...what?! It's kind of ridiculous but I am excited for the future as well. I take my life day by day and I really do like spending time in the classroom. We'll see what the future holds. I am very thankful for the people around me. Regardless of all the crap that happens to me, the emotional pain, the physical-my-health-sucks-but-nobody-can-see-it pain, the I-am-so-stressed-but-I-am-better-than-that-I-don't-take-it-out-on-people lifestyle is very good. Honestly, if you are one of those people, suck it up and keep calm.
I still can't believe I am a senior. Just wow.
I am following my own advice and I doing many things I thought I would never do in my college career. Here's the crazy list of things I've done so far...
1.) Tried out for a smaller vocal ensemble
Let's get real here. I am not to par with the rest of my musical cronies. But it feels good that I actually tried out.
2.) Rushed for a sorority. But this isn't any sorority. I heard so much hate about it: hazing, sluttiness...that "typical" sorority stigmas.
During my underclassmen years, I joked with Gelmar about how I would rush and channel my inner "Spongebob": Hello my name is Girly Teen Girl. I come from Far Awayville. Senior year started and I met a lot of the girls. I worked with them. I really liked them all. They encouraged me to rush. I did. Had a blast. Met a lot of the girls and I was my true self. No Girly Teen Girl. I was me. From the outside looking in, you can't understand it. From the inside looking out, you can't explain it. The next day, I didn't get a bid. I was a little distraught Turns out, it was because I was a senior. I was told that all the girls loved me but because of my senior status, there might be a possibility that I might kill a family. I understand and I still say Hi to everyone. They are all really nice. And hey, there is even a possibility that I can be inducted - as an alumnae (I checked the website. This can work. I can still be a sister afterall!)
3.) Tried out for the Dance Company
Okay quite frankly, I didn't even try out. I came to the practices. Told the director that I was a newbie. But yes, I am in the Dance Company. I am getting the hang of it and I really enjoy it. It's a great physical activity. I wasn't much of a dancer either. Also, as of right now, I am in a total of THREE dances. I feel very flattered to be chosen in a couple of these dances and I am still waiting on another. I am trying my best to calm myself and check the schedules of the rehearsals since I am afraid that I will not have any time to go to practice. I have to make time for myself too.
4.) Tried out for a play
I am still waiting for the cast list. Though, I was asked to read the lead role twice. I am not insinuating that I might get the lead role but it feels good to know that I didn't completely suck. I hope I get a part. I mean, I would be a little annoyed if I get the non-speaking part, but I don't foresee that. Who knows. Anything can happen.
5.) Slept early.
Well, this is new.
Don't worry. Even my term ends, I am still going to be active in meeting with the administration. I don't need a title to help the student body. That's not just who I am.
I can't believe I graduate though. Like...what?! It's kind of ridiculous but I am excited for the future as well. I take my life day by day and I really do like spending time in the classroom. We'll see what the future holds. I am very thankful for the people around me. Regardless of all the crap that happens to me, the emotional pain, the physical-my-health-sucks-but-nobody-can-see-it pain, the I-am-so-stressed-but-I-am-better-than-that-I-don't-take-it-out-on-people lifestyle is very good. Honestly, if you are one of those people, suck it up and keep calm.
I still can't believe I am a senior. Just wow.
I am following my own advice and I doing many things I thought I would never do in my college career. Here's the crazy list of things I've done so far...
1.) Tried out for a smaller vocal ensemble
Let's get real here. I am not to par with the rest of my musical cronies. But it feels good that I actually tried out.
2.) Rushed for a sorority. But this isn't any sorority. I heard so much hate about it: hazing, sluttiness...that "typical" sorority stigmas.
During my underclassmen years, I joked with Gelmar about how I would rush and channel my inner "Spongebob": Hello my name is Girly Teen Girl. I come from Far Awayville. Senior year started and I met a lot of the girls. I worked with them. I really liked them all. They encouraged me to rush. I did. Had a blast. Met a lot of the girls and I was my true self. No Girly Teen Girl. I was me. From the outside looking in, you can't understand it. From the inside looking out, you can't explain it. The next day, I didn't get a bid. I was a little distraught Turns out, it was because I was a senior. I was told that all the girls loved me but because of my senior status, there might be a possibility that I might kill a family. I understand and I still say Hi to everyone. They are all really nice. And hey, there is even a possibility that I can be inducted - as an alumnae (I checked the website. This can work. I can still be a sister afterall!)
3.) Tried out for the Dance Company
Okay quite frankly, I didn't even try out. I came to the practices. Told the director that I was a newbie. But yes, I am in the Dance Company. I am getting the hang of it and I really enjoy it. It's a great physical activity. I wasn't much of a dancer either. Also, as of right now, I am in a total of THREE dances. I feel very flattered to be chosen in a couple of these dances and I am still waiting on another. I am trying my best to calm myself and check the schedules of the rehearsals since I am afraid that I will not have any time to go to practice. I have to make time for myself too.
4.) Tried out for a play
I am still waiting for the cast list. Though, I was asked to read the lead role twice. I am not insinuating that I might get the lead role but it feels good to know that I didn't completely suck. I hope I get a part. I mean, I would be a little annoyed if I get the non-speaking part, but I don't foresee that. Who knows. Anything can happen.
5.) Slept early.
Well, this is new.
