It's amazing how one second, I can be perfectly fine, then once reminded of my housing arrangement for my senior year, I have an instant panic attack.

It is wild in how it can affect absolutely everything. Just everything. I need to start running after class or do something that would make me happy. It is taking a complete toll on me and I am beyond nervous and scared.

It is to the point where I can't concentrate and all I can do is write this blog. I can't even think. I can't even type my problems and send an email to my adviser because I am just so frazzled about this.

I can't even think straight, I can't help but cry. I know that this shall pass but I am so scared you have no idea. I am in the eye of an everlasting tornado. I just keep getting sucked in more and more into my own sorrows.