Monday, May 24, 2010

Who I am

I am a future journalist.
I am a traveler.
I want to explore the world.
I am a flawed perfectionist with a self-deprecating mind.
I love classical music more than pop music.
I want to become a better musician.
I want to die as an accomplished, happy woman.
I want to marry someone who's nerdy like me.
I wish I was a better fighter.
I want to make somebody smile, everyday.
I want to be part of one of the best drum corps.
I love people who also love classical music.
I write whenever I have the chance to.
I want to be more productive.
I think the naked PETA ads are disgusting. You don't have to be naked to get the word out.
I wish I can just say no to this one specific person.
I keep on becoming drawn to him - I know it's not good.
I have a spending problem (mostly on dresses.)
I do not like negativity.
I am positive - just not on my own work.
I have a thing for dashes in sentences.
I love other musicians.
I respect those who respect themselves and have interesting hobbies.
I am not a fan of people who just spend most of their time stuck with a television or the computer.
I wish I was free again.
I am not sure what I want to major in college.
I might transfer anyways.
I love my sister and I feel like I half-raised her.
I want to have tons of children and incorporate good values into their system.
I want a partner who is passionate and is truthful.
I want to be with someone who is willing to travel around the world with me.
I also want him to have the same humor as me. (We'll never work out if we don't.)
I get nervous when I am around highly talented musical people.
I am obsessed with checking my emails.
I am not so obsessed with love anymore - thanks to someone.
I wear too much dresses - even though I can be a tomboy at times.
I think bermuda shorts are awesome.
If it were up to me, I would wear comfortable sneakers all the time - even during work.
I don't understand why some people are naturally bitchy.
I tend to ignore rude people, but if you mess with my favorite people, there will be a problem.
I usually get the last laugh.. haha
I laugh too much.
I can't stand it when people think what they say is the most important thing..
I know some older people who are like that... just because you've seen more than me and others, doesn't mean you've seen it all and thus, the chosen one.
I love being busy.
I am somewhat of a workaholic.
I believe that fun should be free - and not 13 dollars a month.
I feel that clapping makes the world go round - that's what I learned in Leadership camp.
Instead of giving my clothes away to the Salvation Army, I want to send it to indigent countries.
I wish there was a cure for using my laptop so much so I can actually read my books (I really need to stop checking the email...)
I admire people who have been through so much pain, and yet are the most compassionate people ever.
If it were up to me, I would drop out of school and help others in need.
I wish I can volunteer my time more.
I don't really like to talk about myself, unless I am asked to.
This is my blog, so I'm not really promoting myself.
I am just telling it like it is, because I know some people underestimate me, or judge me without really knowing me.
I can be very awkward.
I wish I could just buy time.
I am not a make-up person. Though, I put on sunscreen, moisturizer, and blush on a daily basis.
Thankfully the blush looks natural.
I wish there was more happy things in the news.
If only scandals weren't the only thing that interested many citizens.
I never thought loosing it would be this easy and so fast.
I can be a bitch, when need be. So please, don't smoke in front of my younger sister, don't be pessimistic and claim to be realistic (just be happy), and don't be an ignorant asshole. Then, we may just get along.
I find the beauty in ugly situations.
I love watching the Apprentice with Donald Trump. He's so honest, in that Simon Cowell kind of way.
I am afraid about my upcoming internship.
I am not sure if I will be interested, but I'll try to get my feet wet for this one.
I really like the term "benevolent dictator."
I sometimes think I can be a dictator at times, especially at home.
I look out for my brother and sister way to much.
I can't wrap around my mind that they are growing up so fast.
It seems like I hardly changed. Yet, I know I have in some categories.
I think Ellen Degeneres is amazing. I want to dance all the time like her.
I want to write at least one Simpsons episode.
I hate it when youth want to grow up too fast. Stop wearing leggings as if they were pants and talking about sex as if you've nearly did it with a million people. It's gross and it makes you look like an idiot.
It annoys me when people talk disgusting just to fit in. I do not respect people at all who do that.
I used to talk to a lot of older people when I was younger.
Some of my friends and teachers refereed to me as "an old soul."
I guess I should also marry someone who is an "old soul" like me.
I don't mind extreme religious people because I was around more than a thousand of them. My tolerance increased ever so heavy.
I am easily paranoid.
I am not sure where I want to live when I grow up.
I feel that celebrities are over publicized.
I also believe that celebrities are way over paid. The people who need a raise are the ones that save lives.
I never lost a school debate. But, after years of debating, I've had enough of it.
I have an odd laugh - like Spongebob.
I just want to relax before I go to DC and share more memories with my loved ones.
I don't understand why I usually play the bigger instruments (like cello and bass drum.)
Sometimes, I would rather play something small... and way easier to tune.
I kind of suck at grammar, that's why I always got high B's on my Creative Nonfiction papers.
I am also a procrastinator, which is why I always got high B's on my Creative Nonfiction papers.
If you look up "Flawed Perfectionist" on Google, my blog is the first one on the list.
My title, "Into the Rush" was based on my experience at an intense swim camp.
I now suck at swimming haha
I feel like running right now.
But I should sleep.