Fell in love with a bear. But also fancied a young caterpillar. And thought about making love to a squid.
--Syke.
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My life is pretty great. People tell me that I am cutting myself too short because I am so active in many activities. But you know, I'm not burned out. At all. I'm loving what I do. I seriously do. And I know it may seem very hectic, but from how I view it, I'm living the life I've always wanted: to be in motion. I would hate to be those kids who have nothing to do and just focuses on a couple of the same things. I hate that. I am so varied it's great. I use my time wisely as well. I should cut back on the chatting online thing, but other than that, I am enjoying myself. My classes are beautiful, I'm taking all of them out of pure leisure. Because I'm Add-Venture, I can pretty much do whatever with my schedule. The ensembles that I am in are great too. Time goes by really fast during practices so I'm not very much so bothered. I, also chose to be in those ensembles. I would hate being forced into something that I did not like. As of right now, I am content with life, except...
Though, I do want my family members to feel better. I want my sister to be happy and stop being so lonely. I want my grandmas to heal. It kills me seeing my loved ones suffering and here I am content with my life. The only thing that is pulling me back is the fact that others in my life are unhappy. I want to change that. I need to call them. I need to see them. I would do anything to see them now.
