Being nice is a quality that many people possess. Being mean, is another quality that a lot more people possess. Over the years, I cannot help but to be nice to people. Offer them a shoulder to lean on, help them eradicate their boredom blues, make them laugh until they cry, that's all me. But I've realized that my so called excellent quality, is biting me back in the ass.
When I was in the 10th grade, a senior told me that because I am nice, someone will take advantage out of me. Although I had a feeling that he was right, I made sure that no one was doing such a thing, including at this present moment. However, with the friendships I brought together, I've realized that it all has backfired on me. I've brought people together, yet to realize that I've been the odd one out.
It kind of sucks. And I've already spoken to a friend of mine, and he wasn't even sure what to do on the situation. Why does my nice-ness always erect shitty things in the later? Maybe I should stop being so nice to everyone, stop bring people together in harmony. It's their choice. Not me trying to facilitate everything.
I suppose the best way to deal with this problem is to get away from everyone. To start an adventure by myself and see what happens. I always love to do those kinds of things. Going away sort of helps me copes with my problems. I guess that motion is calling for me.
