I feel that I've been exposed to too many people who only care about themselves and the quality of themselves and the looks of themselves and the future of themselves and the whatever the fuck themselves. I absolutely, definitely live with the queen of it all and yet, I still haven't gotten used to it.
There are things being said to me receptively and I'm getting used to that. But it comes to the point where it doesn't mean anything to me. Like, [insert word here] just looses its meaning. I guess it becomes cheap after awhile. Thank god for a thesaurus though. If only it was used more.
Everytime I see gum, I have this innate feeling to take one. Then another. Then another. I don't know why - I don't even like gum. There's really no point to it. Okay, actually. Now that I think of it, I could bite that instead of biting my nails. Aha! Yeah, but this is spearmint. It smells good but not really my cup of tea.
Finding a prom dress is hard. I think I have too many expectations of my dream dress and therefore, I can't find it. It's like having a lot of expectations for a guy. You want so much for a guy, but you just can't find that "Prince Charming." Sometimes, I wish I was back in time. Back where I didn't have to deal with a lot of this contradictory words and when I didn't have to look for a prom dress.
GREEN DRESS WHERE ART THOU?
