I don't understand why my mom supports my brother's shitty behavior - from tenacious cursing to annoying yelling (over anything, really) to fighting (with seriously, anyone.) It's pretty sad too. It's like she has no control over him anymore. She doesn't give him punishments - instead she just lets it all slide. I hope that when I'm in college, I hope my sister has somewhere safe to go if my brother starts to act like his fucked up self.
Too bad there isn't anyone to tell him what's right or wrong. When I tell him something's wrong, he'll try to fight with me. And honestly, I find it immature and just a waste of my time.
On a lighter note, I saw the Lehigh Philharmonic Orchestra and they were the SHIZ. Sometimes I just wish I was a better musician then anything else. I just love music. I have a lot of fun taking part in it as well. If I ever had private lessons, I'd take that to the fullest advantage. I wouldn't be an asshole about it, like those kids who think they're better then everyone else. Insteaad, I'd kind of value my lesson time and help anyone in my section if they need/ask/whatever.
I mean, isn't that the right thing to do anyways? Try to make the ones better around you so your group can graviate towards an even amazing-er musical group?
Seriously.
