I'm really busy, but I love being in motion. Once I get started, I can't stop. I think that's how I cope with my anger and frustration. Motion is my distraction. And it works quite well, thank you very much.
I just finished my Ecology article. Now, I just have to find my Ecology notebook and work on the photographs due this friday. I'm excited to show Ross how "unique" my photography skills tie in with nature. It's going to be one heck of a ride.
I found this quote. I think it's from Twilight. I haven't read the book... yet. But I really find it meaningful and impressive.
After eighteen years of mediocrity, I was pretty used to being average. I realized now that I'd long given up any aspirations of shining at anything. I just did the best with what I had, never quite fitting into my world.
And here is my follow-up.
What I've realized, is that I'm okay with that. I now know I can't fit into anyone's expectations. Because in the end, the only person that stands in your world, is yourself. The only person you need to please, is you. And yet, I'm set with that. Because when I fit my own expectations, I'm fine. And right now, that's all that matters in this secular world where perfection is everything. In the end, I'm all I've got.
It's repetitive, but it was sort of a free write.
I hope it touches a core for you too.
