I'm weird in that maniac way.
But now I'm tired. Hopefully I'll be okay.
Fuck this. Fuck my life.
Can somebody save me from this hole of hell?
I can't grow a new heart.
I sometimes don't know what to believe or do.
Can somebody offer me the truth?
I need fucking answers.
I am going to die.
I cry, cry, and cry some more. Everything around me seems fake.
It's all just a pure bread fallacy.
I want people to tell me the truth.
Out of everything in this world, I've experienced a lot. Therefore, I most value truth. Give it to me now or just go home.
I want someone to help me.
Save me from this pack of lies.
I need honesty, right from the depths of your heart.
I can't take it anymore.
'Am I just fooling myself?
Is he really the one I need to save me?
Or is he the one breaking me down from the inside?
I need help fast.
Each moment I'm breaking down.
I'm loosing my once powered momentum.
I'm breaking down.
I can feel it crumbling.
I can't take it anymore.
I am weak, sad, depressed, in a major search for answers.
Perhaps I am just over thinking it. maybe...
I don't know what my fucking gut feeling is telling me!!!!!!
I need to be SAVED!
I want to run away, go somewhere far and scream.
In hope someone will just listen to me and give me the correct answers!
I need it!!
GIVE ME THE TRUTH!!!
If not, then BYE!
Tell me like it is! PLEASE!
You swapped me up my feet and now left me hanging!
Why? I need to know your feelings.
Do you still love me? Love me more?
You said so, now you told me you're unsure.
Or was it all just a pack of FUCKING, DISGUSTING LIES!?
I don't know what to do with myself.
TRUTH, SAVE ME!
*Written at 3am.
